im so bored. its sunday. well its technically monday. its like 3 am...... i didnt do anything today. i sat at home and watched movies allllll day! hahah it was cool i havent dont that in so long. i went out for a little bit but nothing extraordinaire. yday i hung out with sameer for a lil bit. that was about it.  i havent been up to much lately.

ok i found something interesting to do... so im out. laterrrr

wow.. its been a while since i wrote in here. summers been... amazing actually. im so stoked for college like its unbelievable. i dont think ive ever wanted anything so bad! lol. so my plans for the summer are to.. go to dc for colonial inauguration, and then from there go to canada to visit... TERRYYY!! yayyy! im so happy my parents are letting me stay there for as long as i want. and then after that im going to the uk for a couple of weeks. and then my cousin is getting engaged in pakistan, so im going there too. my parents staight up told me they want me to be outta town all summer so this travel thing was the only option. i dont mind, really cuz im gonna be doing all this on my own. i know my brother is going to come to dc for sure and maybe canada but i think for the rest of the trip im on my own! im excited about that. not as much as i am for college. ahhh i cant wait to change my lifestlye, meet new people, be (almost) on my own, live in the CITY! the feelings just amazing! yup yup!

anywho so ive did some shopping this week. shits been going on so i guess my brother must have thought it would be nice to get me stuff. (yes baber, very nice!) well we went to the galleria and i got some perfume, and this hand cream from crabtree and evelyn that works wonders! and a coach purse.. =) and then today i got a brand new cell phone! its with verizon. its a razr, again.. its silver with black on the inside. they didnt have anyother colors. i dont really care i mean as long as its not scratched up and stuff im good. i am SO gonna take care of this one. i think its my 3rd razr... lol. i also got an ipod!! not today but a few days ago. its a video one with my name on the back and im so excited. its white, so it matches the new white apple notebook i got! i should be getting my laptop in the mail soon!! im really happy with all the stuff i got!

man so its like 330 am. im not that sleepy but im tired.. i think im gonna go watch tv or something. i would say comment but i dont think people really update xangas anymore therefore i dont think they would comment.. i think im going to try to write in mine everyday. ok fine im not but im going to try more often. lol. night lovers.

whoa havent updated in a while now. um nothing really new. same old shit. schools alright. work is.. ok. the boyfriend situation.. as always, is rocky. but i have made one major change in my life. i gave something up. i think for good.. im not sure but the intensity of it has been brought down alot! those closest to me know what im talking about.

so yeah.. senior year.. CANT WAIT TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE. damn. this year is taking wayyyy too long. i want it to be over! im gonna miss alot tho.. like my buddies and my "recreational activities" but im sure college life is better huh? i wont fuck up my education like i did in high school tho. ill have fun but i think i really will make education my priority. OMG WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?! i think something took over me.. umm.. yeah i usually dont give a shit about stuff like this. lol. maybe im changing...

anywho. me, im hungry. so im gonna go eat. its the best time to eat right now you know,  cuz i heard when you eat right before you sleep you gain weight! oh yeah.. there we go. 2 pounds! lol. that and then working out.. will make me gain weight but not look like a cow. dont worry.. by the end of this semester, ill get rid of that belly i have and ill gain weight where i need to.. and then college.. ill be on fyre! im not even asleep yet and im still dreaming. goodness.

goodnight lovers and friends
muahss

*best friend* you have no imperfections. make some. i want you to.

i know this is ur life...but im sorry ur fooling urself into believing that u dont like *name not mentioned* and u dont want him to kiss u yet u still let him..its all really agravating now...u need a reality check about it. u say u dont like him..yet u still let him kiss u?!?!?! iono how u portray it..but everyone else in the entire world is seeing it exactly the way u arent.

its not really like that.

wow what a week. even though it was a short week it seemed like it was soooo freakin long. soo much has been going on at work too. we fired 3 people ever sicne school started and 1 quit. so the whole staff is new. and we have to put in more hours. but its not bad. i like it =) i missed homecoming. (not that i care) ok maybe i do. lol. i was working anyway. i hope everyone that went had fun tho! and i wanna see pics! so.. my flight is booked for october 21. im going to DC to see my brother! that should be fun. im really looking forward to that. but i have to come back on sunday. how retarded.. anyways.. im gonna go be a couch potato. i havent been able to relax at home and just sit there ever since.. last weekend.. lol. comment.